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So I am home sick today. Expect a fair load of blogging.

There is this feeling inside me. Last night I thought it was anger, but it doesn't seem to be that way. It's this uncontrollable emotion. Something so large that it is pushing me apart. Trying to get enough space. It's filled me up and I have no way of letting it out.
I think I am enjoying it. It's empowering. I have energy inside me that could tear apart this world. I do feel as though I need to let it out though. If I keep it in me too long I may just let it destroy me. I need to let this out in to the world. I need to do something.

Dear world,
Be prepared.


I do very much dislike being home from school. I really want to be out in the world. I want to get out of this house. I am going insane. What is happening? This energy, it's burning inside me. What would you do?

There is so much I want to get out. I want to write everything that has ever happened. Not to me. To the world. I want it to be known. I want everyone to understand that what they see isn't the only reality. I want everyone to know that fairytales are true. That there are fairies in this world. That people and animals can be one and the same. That there is such a thing as a life energy and that it is inside all of us. I want everyone to realise the beauty of this other reality. The darkness of both. The magic of our life. The magic of all life. The energy that radiates from everything we see. From everything we don't see. I want people to feel like I do. To feel this power.

But no one listens. No one hears the screams. No one sees them crying. Begging to be recognised. Dying with out a typical existence. I will fix this. I truly will. I will make everyone see what I see.I will be more than this.
I will join the lost. And together we shall become more than human.