Dexamphetamines.

So tonight I was hanging at Jason's house burning some stuff they had to get rid of. I had been thinking about doing dexamphetamines for a little while, and tonight was the night that I did!
Dexies are prescription meds for ADHD. If abused, they have similar effects as that of speed. So now it is almost 4 in the morning and I am not even a little bit sleepy.
And, to be honest, I love it. I truly do.
But I don't want to get addicted to this shit or anything. I mean, alcohol is one thing, but it's not illegal and it won't wreck my teeth. Besides, you sleep when you drink.
Speaking of which, i saw Mandy today!! It was awesome. I missed that girl so much, I forgot how much I really like her. She's such an honest and down to Earth girl. Even though she's often quite shy, i think she's pretty comfortable around me. I hope she is anyway, I have been doing a lot of talking so she might just have wanted me to shut up. But she was drunk and talkative to, so who knows. Also found out some stuff about each other, which is good I think. I didn't realise, but I forgot to tell her about my depression and shit. I should probably let her know all the shit I've done so it doesn't, like, get in the way of shit. You know? I don't want her to have some kind of amazing person when I'm not that amazing. Like, I'm pretty fucking good, but not that good. Haha!
But serious, Mandy rocks socks. And she lives in Lanny-field! I have always really liked Mandy, and she's liked me, but we're both awkward about going to people's houses AND having people over, so it makes it kinda hard to hang out a lot.

I keep getting distracted. Bye.