Hmmm...

Well. I have a boyfriend now. His name is Ashley. I think it's kind of funny that he has a girl's name and I go by a boy's name. Not that I can tell him that, he doesn't like the whole "You've got a girl's name" thing.

Anyway. I was doing so very well, but the matches got the better of me. It was only small. It didn't really leave a mark or anything.


Yes... well...





































Yeah. I've got that feeling again.

Merry Fucking Christmas!

Right. So today was awesome. Far better than any other christmas ever before. List of presents? List of presents.

• Awesomely drawn picture of me from Ken.
• Eats, Shoots & Leaves.
• The complete works of Edgar Allan Poe.
• Some witchcraft book.
• Doctor Jeckyl and Mr. Hyde (plus other stories)
• Six or so Emily the Strange badges.
• A jewlery box.
• A rubber chicken
• Three pairs of socks (Black and white stripes, rainbow stripes and black with coloured skulls)
• A pair of boots (Combat boots. FUCK YES!)
• A black lace jacket thing (thanks Tiff!)
• Some colourful plastic jewlery from Jet.
• And probably some more stuff that I have forgotten...

Anyway. We got to Ken's pretty early. Fucked around with presents for hours. Watched Little Britan. So on and so on. 'twas good.

I'm not really in the mood for writing so yeah. Toodles.

It's been a while...

Well, I thought it was about time for a proper blog.

Since I last blogged I have:

• Fallen in love
• Fallen out of love
• Fallen in love again
• Acheived a goal
• Missed my shrink
• Felt crapper then crap
• Had a million and three fights with mum.
• and various other things...

Ken has moved in. It's awesome. He's not liking it as much. It's awfully boring for him, but he'll settle down eventually. I hope he does.

I applied for a job at the bakery, but I doubt I got it. I think Ashleigh (the stupid whore) did.

yes... well...

Tomorrow is Christmas. Incase you didn't know already. It shuold be alright this year. There are certainly a hell of a lot of presents. That's only expected from a family as big as ours though. We'll be spending Christmas with Ken and the gang. Should be heaps of fun.

I'd sell

my soul

my self esteem

a dollar at a time.

That's a good song. Magdalena - A Perfect Circle.

I'm taking her home with me

all dressed in white.

She's got everything I need

pharmacy keys.

She's falling hard for me

I can see it in her eyes.

She acts just like a nurse

with all the other guys.

Also a good song. Same band. The Nurse Who Loved Me.

I don't know what to tpe, really. I am tempted to send Ken the link to this blog. I don't know why, but I know I trust him... It would be a bit odd to have someone who I can see face to face read this. I might. I think I will...

Anyway. I guess I'm just rambling now. I really don't have much to say. Recently I've felt like utter crap, but I'll get over it.

Hmm... well... yes... you see... RUN!!!

Rant.

I am ever so pissed off at the moment. Apparently as you turn 20 you suddenly know everything about everything and can therefore generalise as much as you like.

I am sick of people telling me that I'm "too young to understand" or that "Things are different at my age". THINGS DON'T CHANGE LIKE THAT!
No matter how old you are, you will still look away when you lie.
No matter how old you are, you will still get hot in the summer.
No matter how old you are, you will still act like a know-it-all fuck.

Can't you see? People don't change as you get older. Mentally, it's all the same. Body language is the same for any human being of any age, race or religion. People don't suddenly change their ideas of how relationships should work when they turn 14. People don't decide that sex is all that matters from now until forever when they turn 18. If someone is going to change they do it over time.

Don't you tell me that I can't know this just because of my age. Don't you tell me I can't know this because of my gender. Don't tell me that I'm wrong without backing it up. Don't tell me that you know better than me just because of the few years you have on me.

Too many people are ignoring the opinions of fellow human beings purely because of their age, sex, race, religion, sexual preference, whatever.

So a big FUCK YOU to everyone who thinks the world is full of sex-crazed, money driven, violent, inconsiderate fucks. Yes, there are people like that out there. If you looked around for once you might see that not everyone is like that.


I'm not trying to be wise. I'm not trying to change the world. I'm not trying to do anything. I'm abusing my right for freedom of speech.