Wednesday, September 29, 2010
Holidays
Holidays are depressing.
Sometimes I have some fun days,
but mostly I try and avoid everyone and everything.
I mostly blame the fact that I have no money.
But really it's just me taking some time to be a recluse.
I always regret this afterwards.
I LIKE to be with people.
But for some reason I always convince myself that I want to be alone.
I haven't taken my meds pretty much all holidays. This has not lead to anything good. In fact, it's been rather bad. I just cry all the time. It's rather silly.
I want to drink. Hard.
Sometimes I have some fun days,
but mostly I try and avoid everyone and everything.
I mostly blame the fact that I have no money.
But really it's just me taking some time to be a recluse.
I always regret this afterwards.
I LIKE to be with people.
But for some reason I always convince myself that I want to be alone.
I haven't taken my meds pretty much all holidays. This has not lead to anything good. In fact, it's been rather bad. I just cry all the time. It's rather silly.
I want to drink. Hard.
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