I fucking hate change.
I hate it when everything changes at once.
I hate it when I get paranoid about the change.
I hate it when I feel like I am losing everything I know, because of change.
I hate this.
I hate it.
I hate being so fucking crazy that I can't just accept things are different now, and always will be.
I hate that I am so scared of losing him.
I hate that my fear makes me paranoid that I am being too clingy and therefore pushing him away.
I hate that he ran away.
I hate change.
I really really hate change.
Sunday, October 24, 2010
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