Neglect

I know, I haven't posted in a very very long time. Honestly, it's just because I am lazy. No one reads this anyway.

I have returned for a couple of reasons. One is because I missed this. Another is because I desperately want to document what I am doing. I want to document everything that is happening to me.

I just moved out of my parent's house with Jay. We moved up to Darwin. It's hot, humid and sticky. I like it though. I miss all my friends down south, but I am surviving here. I kinda wish I wasn't though.

I am trying to loose weight. I put on weight when I left school and am now a fatty. I am limiting my food intake and working out often. I have gotten into this "thinspiration" thing. I know it's a thing mostly associated with anorexia, but I can't possibly stop eating so you don't have to worry about that. What I would give to stop eating though! Then I would be thin, damn it. I found this one blog on Xanga that has really helped me want to be thinner. I will link to it later, It's seriously good! Some AMAZING photos!

For now, here is what I want to be.

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