Blah

Yeah, I'm back.
Apparently I can't even kill myself.
Pretty sad, huh?
You'll get over it.
I probably won't.

So I feel like shit.
No surprise.
What do you want me to say?
I am beyond hope?
I just want to go back.


No matter how happy I seem,
I am not.
Do not be fooled.
For inside my heart is crying.
Don't try to help me.
You'll only end up the same.
So fuck it.
Fuck this.