Ugh!!!

This cyclone is driving me insane. It's not big enough to be dangerous and fun, but it's too big for me to go out and do shit. So I have eaten a shitload.

Today I ate:

Half a bag of chips
Two pieces of pizza
Two mouth fulls of stir-fry (that shit was so sweet I couldn't eat it)
Two vegemite sandwiches with real butter (delicious, but fatty)

And I still want to eat more. It's disgusting. I can feel the fat just growing on me, the food rotting in me. It honestly makes me sick. If I could throw up, I would. Unfortunately I have been graced with a severe lack of a gag reflex.

My house mate has some caffeine pills. He doesn't want them so I am gonna try and use them as appetite suppressants. But I can't take too many because if I don't sleep at night, Jay will get weird.

This cyclone has actually made it a but chilly here. It's kinda nice actually. I don't have a lot of warm clothes here though.


I seriously can't get over how much food is in my right now. I found some wicked thinspo today. But still I ate. This sucks.