Emo?

Alright. So I've been feeling pretty crappy recently. I don't actually know why, but I do.

What may have been contributing to this is the fact that I feel like everyone is ignoring me. Of course they're not, but I feel that way... or maybe they are. I know they were once before. That was pretty crappy. The thing is, I don't know what I've said or done to make them feel like ignoring me. That shits me. It's fine to ignore me, as long as I've actually done something. If it seems like I don't know what I've done then you could always try telling me. But that's just an idea.

I've been making my leg worse again. I know I shouldn't, but I honestly can't help it. If it doesn't scar I will be very surprised. Apart from the fact that I scar easily, it is quite deep now.

Yes, well. This blog is more of a whine than anything else today. I must admit, I am ashamed of my blogging performances of late. I used to amuse myself, but now it's all very whiney.

I see Kim on Tuesday. This is good as I have been feeling crap. I don't know how he does it, but somehow he makes me feel better. I don't say much. It's usually just "I don't know." and usually I don't.

It's funny. I seem to know so much about everything but myself.

I know that my family is ignoring me. Either that or they have all gone suddenly deaf. They keep cutting me off, or acting like I haven't said anything. I mean, I know they're busy, but for fuck's sake! They could at least notice me a little.