Thoughtless.

I know. Two posts in one day. I'm back to my old habits. I just had to write is all.

I have a new favourite song. Thoughtless by KoRn. I know it is rather emo to say so, but it is so vey much my life that it is scary. Want lyrics? Ofcourse you don't.

Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies,
Pushing all the mercy down, down, down.
I wanna see you try to take a swing at me.
Come on, I'm gonna put you on the ground, ground, ground.

Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny?
What the fuck you think you're doing to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me.
I want you crying with your dirty ass in front of me.

All...All my hate cannot be found.
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming.
So, you can try to tear me down,
Beat me to the ground,
I will see you screaming.

Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies,
I'm above you smiling at you - drown, drown, drown.
I wanna kill and rape you, the way you raped me.
At all pull the trigger and you're down, down, down.

Why are you trying to take a part of me?
You think it's funny?
What the fuck you think you're doing to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me.
I want you crying when your dirty ass in front of me.

All...All my hate cannot be found.
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming.
So, you can try to tear me down,
Beat me to the ground,
I will see you screaming.

All my friends are gone; they died.
(Gonna take you down!!!)
They all screamed and cried...
(Gonna take you down!!!)

I've got my body, got my body back against the wall
I've got my body, got my body
(Gonna take you down!!!)
I've got my body, got my body back against the wall
I've got my body, got my body
(Gonna take you down!!!)
I've got my body, got my body back against the wall
I've got my body, got my body
(Gonna take you down!!!)
I've got my body, got my body back against the wall
I've got my body, got my body

All...All my hate cannot be found.
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming.
So, you can try to tear me down,
Beat me to the ground,
I will see you screaming.

All..All my hate cannot be found.
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming.
So, you can try to tear me down,
Beat me to the ground,
I will see you screaming.


See? It's very much like how I feel always and forever.



Also. I told Dad about Josh. He ain't happy at all. I'm gonna tell the school and if they don't do anything then Dad says we'll take matters into our own hands. I'm glad.


That's all.
Toodles