I'm back again. More of a whinge.

Ok. So I still feel shit. No surprises there.

Today I have been yelled at by everyone for no reason. Normally I don't mind if people yell at me, but it's just that EVERYONE yelled at me for things I didn't do. I really hate that.

I am also having troubles being me again. I can't tell if I'm real anymore. Kind of dissociative, but not really that bad. Besides, I don't think I can really have dissociation. Isn't it to do with trauma, like rape and stuff? Oh gosh I sound so stupid.

And again! I feel crappy because there's nothing I am expecially good at. I don't have any special skills. I'm just Louie. Jack's "Jack the music man", Tiff's "Tiff the athlete" Jet's "Jet the reader" HELL! Even Polly is "Polly, the girl with amazing fashion sense" AND SHE'S FUCKING FIVE!! Who am I? "Louie. The weirdo who nobody really likes" Wow, way to make me feel wanted guys! Fuck I just wish there was something I was really good at. I don't even care what it is, I just wish it were something... other than being an amazing freak.

Oh I don't know. You can all kiss my ass.