Thank god!!

Oh thank god! It's working again.
I couldn't sign into my account for some reason, but now I can os all is well!

So, where was I last time? Oh gosh! It's been that long?

Ashley dumped me. I wasn't too fussed, really. Just kind of annoyed. I got a new boyfriend. His name is Sam. He's very sweet. Kind of like Edan with less fat and more friends.

I cut myself again. I'm addicted to it. It's a wonderful feeling. I'd do it all day if it weren't for the scars.

I got kind of annoyed because Matt suddenly was suddenly Lor's (like you can own him). She said they have a "connection". I was more annoyed because Matt and I stopped talking as much. I thought he was avoiding me, he thought I was avoiding him. Anyway, I don't talk to Lor at all these days (I never really used to talk to her that much, but I just stopped now). I don't know if she chaned or I did, but I just don't like her quite as much anymore.

I was uber duber fantabyhoobytastically depressed before. I kind of got over it I guess. I don't know.

Ashley ignored me because I told him this. He was being quite the fuckwit. I told him the other day that he hurt me by doing so. I mean, I trusted him and he just threw it in my face. Rather rude. With any luck we'll get on good terms again.

I need chocolate. Lots and lots of chocolate. All kinds of sugar!! I'm trying to replace one addictiopn with another. It's not working too well, but I tell Sam it is. I don't want him to worry. He seems to care about me an awful lot.


Goddamn it. I feel awful. I have really bad conjunctivitus. It's really lame. It means I have to wear my glasses. My glasses are broken and hurt my nose. They're also the wrong prescription. It hurts all over.


I neglected my writing to look at all my old posts. I haven't really changed much, have I? You all think I have no life because I never blog about my outings. Usually because I don't like them much.

Hmm... what to do, what to do?