Not any longer

No longer am I worth a goodbye.
No more shall we talk pollitely.
It is not so much a shame,
as it is a dissapointment.
I thought we'd forever be friends,
but that's not what you want.
I don't care as much as I used to.
I am still sad.
We had a friendship that was unbreakable.
Or so I thought.
So much can change in a few years.
Once I was worth a beautiful hello.
Now I am not worth a simple goodbye.
It's okay. I understand.
Sometimes I want to go back
To when I could hold your hand.
Now you better me at everything.
I hate that we aren't to speak.
I hate that you don't love me.
But that's not fair.
So I am forever yours,
as long as forver isn't always.
With double standard love
and uncreasing dependance.
Not any longer will I talk to you.
Unless you say something first.