Inside I shall stay.

So I haven't been too good.

I almost did a very bad thing.

Luckily there are people to save me.



I suck.





The internet is back.



I have an ulcer on my eye.

It's painful.



Jay is lovely, don't you think? I am starting to realise just how lucky I am. I feel amazing.



Kat says I am sexy. Her dad likes the look of me too. That was an intersting, but welcome, compliment.





This is a rather strangely written blog.

I guess I have rather strange thougths at the moment.



And I couldn't say no...









You know what's weird?

People.

The way we think. It's strange.



Did you know we only see parts of an image? And what we do see is upside down and backwards? Because of blood vessels and what not there are holes in everything we see.

Our brain turns it all around the right way and fills in the gaps with what it can see and stuff like that.

It's amazing, isn't it? To realise how much work our brain does every second.

I wish I could pull it apart and find out everything.











Bendigo is cool. I don't know if I said that or not.

It's fun.



I have no need for such things but to make you happy....



















I don't really know what's going on with my life at the moment. It's all a bit crazy



Tomorrow


So today is tomorrow. I forgot to post this.
I just drafted it.

I'm scared that if I get better I will still be sad.
I don't want that.
I stopped cutting,
I'm still sad.
I started eating,
I'm still sad.

Jay makes me happier,
but I'm still sad.







I don't want to be alone

Not anymore.