A List Of Happy.

• Love
• Jay
• The ability to forgive
• Never forgetting
• Friends
• Joy
• Secrets
• Being the keeper of said secrets
• Medication
• Bus rides
• Long drives to nowhere
• Intelligence
• Individuality
• The inability to motionless
• Cravings
• Pain
• Music
• Creating soundtracks to my life
• Feeling complete
• Pretending I have curly hair
• Phoenix
• Bade
• Elena
• Juliette
• Crying after everyone's asleep
• Finding my soul
• School
• Rain
• Thunder
• Contentedness
• Atheism
  
• Paganism
• Nature
• Synthetics
• Children
• Never thinking about the future
• Considering and then choosing to ignore all consequences of my actions
• Hunger pains
• Binge drinking
• Alcohol
• Sex
• Women
• Men
• Masturbation
• Orgasms
• Life
• Living as myself
• Big shoes
• Vandalism
• Arguments
• Backstabbing
• Secret workouts
• Brushing my teeth
• Giving head
• Making boys cum
• Turning on randoms
• Being highly sexualised
• Flirting on the train
• Still being faithful
• Beliefs
• Anti-jokes
• The elephant in the room
• Knowledge
• Midnight
• Dawn
• Birds
• Mud
• Purple
• Smiles
• Sexual fantasies
• Violent fantasies
• Childhood fantasies
• Marriage fantasies
• All fantasies
• Dependance
  
• Interest
• Honesty
• Risks
• Strength
• Willpower
• Being a fairy
• Sleep deprivation
• Painting my nails
• Hiding
• Small spaces
• The dark
• Blogging
• Knowing that content doesn't matter, as it will never be spoken of
• Being excellent
• Partying
• Walking the streets at night
• Neglect
• Being submissive
• Assertiveness
• Never being entirely open
• Being deceptive
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