I'm the joke. I'm the bastard.

You know what's odd?
How spiteful and angry I can be.
I really don't want to be. I want to be congratulatory.
Instead, I am
Well, jealous.
This is stupid. Just man up, Louie.


So I have had a revelation today. I'm not sure why I didn't think about it before. Guess it just doesn't bother me. Still, it's interesting to know, because I like to know things about my friends, mostly. Well, people in general.

I don't know what to write about today. I am alive, which is a plus. As per usual.

I wish that everyone would be so sincerely sorry for what they did to me that they'd grovel at my feet and beg forgiveness. That would be great.
Actually, I'd rather they felt all the pain they made me feel. That'd be better.

So. How are you?

Hmm. I haven't had one of these blogs for a while. I want to have something interesting to write about.


Well, that was odd. Just after I wrote that I found out that one of my bestest friends from my childhood who I totally lost contact with had a brain tumour. That is interesting. He's alive, and we're talking as we speak. That's cool. We used to take baths together. Nothing weird. We were five. But yeah, 'twas cool.



I am sad.