Sigh

Today was not a bad day.
However (oh yes, there's always a however!) I feel like utter shite right now.

To be honest, I am kinda pissed at Jess. I mean, it'll sound stupid as all hell, but she's started meeting up at the pagolla at the end of school. And you know, that's fine, it's just that she never bothered to tell me. So for the past week or two weeks or whatever I have been waiting for her at the gazebo, looking like a fuckwit as I stand there alone. To anyone else this wouldn't be so bad, but due to my anxiety I have a hard time being alone in public. I mean, you think she'd at least tell me the first time she did it or something. Or reply when I ask her where we're meeting. Or whatever. It's stupid.

Just so damn angry right now. I don't think it's entirely because of Jess. I'm just grumpy. So fucking grumpy.

Why on EARTH are people just being so infuriating? WHY?! I just can't understand why you people are doing this to me.