I LEAVE TODAY!!

So yeah. I am pretty excited about it all.

Unfortuantely today has been a day of anger. People are just bullshit.

First in drama people were saying that depression is a mind of matter situation, that anti-depressants are mostly just placebos, "water and sugar pills".
Now, if you've been reading for a while you'd know that this SHITS ME UP THE FUCKING WALL!!
The ignorance and intolerance of people is what makes it hard for people like me to admit that we have a problem. It's those people that stopped me seeing anyone about help. Those people are the reason I tried to "get over" my depression for ten years before I actually got help.
I hate it so much. So so damn much.

Then some cow who was listening to her iPod all lesson and writing a letter to some random decided that, in the last three minutes of class, after she'd packed up and was standing at the door to yell at ME for talking to MY friends about the play WE ARE ANALYSING! She says "Billy is trying to talk" in just about the bitchiest manner ever. And it's not the first time she has done this. She then proceeds to ignore what Billy says and talk to her friend.

Recess was fine, just a fight between two of my friends kinda left me stuck in the middle. I don't mind, but I was already shitty, so that's why I was like that.

Next lesson I realise that I've left ALL MY WORK at home. Yeah, great, since it's due today. Fucking awesome.

Lunch was fine, then I had a SAC, which is easy. During my free (now) some DOUCHER decides he wants to use the computer I am using. You know why? Because it's next to his friend. Never mind that there are rows of computers next to me. Fucking pokemon doucher.


So yes. Now it is nearing the end of school, and I will get to go to the airport to see my boy. I can't wait. I am so damn excited!! I really am. I think it's the only reason I haven't got UBER shitty today.



So I will probably not be blogging for the next two weeks.
I love you!!



Louie.