Oh the Pain

Hello there!
It has been quite some time since I last wrote to you. Indeed, it is not due to procrastination this time, I have been off in the land of humidity and boredom. But, as I have now returned, you may read all of my new blogs soundly with the knowledge that my plain existence will once again intrude on yours.

I am a tad unwell. Not in the body, but in my mind. I am very emotional. I am crying an awful lot and that may be due to a very sporadic intake of medication, however, it is still rather annoying. I do hope that this problem is fixed soon, as I believe it is getting on Jay's nerves. He has adopted a new way to deal with my frequent breakdowns, and that is basically telling me to man the fuck up. Which is fine, it's pretty much what I have to do, but I guess sometimes I just want him to not get grumpy at me. I think that's mostly because it just makes me ore upset and leaves me feeling shitty. And I hate to fight. I dunno. I am far too odd to understand this.

I am glad that Jay is back, though. I am rather pissed at my parents or kicking him out. It's not like he actually did anything. I am also pissed that they didn't just tell him, they went through me. I don't get that. I don't understand why mum seems so intent on breaking us up. I mean, a couple jokes here and there are fine but when you start saying things like "It doesn't matter. You guys won't last anyway" it kinda makes you get a bit angry. Of course, when I confronted her about she denied ever having said or done anything. I really get very annoyed at her sometimes.

Class finishes soon, so I should be off.

Toodle-oo my darlings,
Louie.