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Hey there my one faithful reader (yes, that meas you Vitta. TWO FUCKING T'S).

Today was so much better then yesterday. I went to school (lyk no waiz), and talked to Reid. Eventually. Wanna know how it went down? Of course you don't, but you shall anyway.

At the start of school I tried to establish wether or not he was at school today, lucky for me he was.
At recess I decide to go looking for him. I end up finding him with the smoking assholes (this includes Josh) so I decide to wait for him somewhere else. When he eventually does come around he seemed rather angry with me or something. He wouldn't say much so I gave up pretty quickly. Although, this was still an improvement on nothing.
AND THEN IT'S LUNCH! I decided not to go and look for him. Instead I sat on the grass in clear view of him (nothing suss). I just chatted with sh, Emily and Gemma while keeping an eye on him. After a while he got up and walked off. I was a smart girl and waited a while before I went to the only place he could have gone, the big concrete chair. =D He was there.
Of course, I am so manly that I can't talk about my feelings to anyone other then Matt and Bade, really. So I just sort of moped. We talked, of course, but I guess it just wasn't the same. ANYWAY! I ended up lying on the grass (I do so when I need to think) and he came and talked to me. Unfortunately Maddi was there (she has an uber lesbian crush on me), so we didn't say much. We did end up getting some time alone, however. ou rtalk went something like this...

Reid: What's wrong
Louie: (lying obviously) Nothing
Reid: Is it me?
Louie: ...No
Reid: Yes it is.
Louie: Maybe.
Reid: You've been wanting to say something all day.
Louie: Have not.
Reid: Yes you have. Waiting for me back there?
Louie: I was not waiting fo you.
Reid: Yes you were. So just say it.
Louie: No. It's stupid.
Reid: I bet it's not.
Louie: it is.
Reid: Just say it already.
Louie: Well... ok... Just... why?
Reid: It's not stupid to ask why.
Louie: Sure it is... so why?
Reid: I dunno... I guess I just gave into everybody.
Reid: It's been killing me.
Louie: Oh...
Reid: I'm sorry. It was stupid. I... I'm sorry.
Louie: It's ok.
Reid: I'm sorry.
Louie: Really, it's ok.
Reid: So what do you wanna do now?
Louie: I dunno. What do you wanna do?
Reid: This isn't about what I wanna do. It's about what you wanna do.
Louie: Well... I still really like you... andwann be with you... and stuff.
Reid: I wanna be with you too.
Louie: (glows)

So yes. As you can see my relationship status is still somewhat hazy. Although it is looking up. So I am happy.

On another note: I have made a horrible habit of burning again. I don't usually write or talk abut this anywhere other then to Bade and in my most special notebook. Feel special, people. Anyway, I stopped for a while when my lighter ran out, but I have recently discovered that there ae matches ALL over the house. Aren't I a lucky girl? So yes. I am now burning my fingers every chance I get. It's funny, because even when I had my lighter I didn't do it this often. Oh well. I'll "grow out of it".