Third blog.

Oh yes. My third blog for the day.
You know why I am blogging for the third time?
Because I am emo.
Not really, but it explains a lot.
And this blog is going to be horribly pathetic.

I am extremely envious of Vitta (she knows that it's her so why bother pretending it's not?). I don't think she actually notices how lucky she is to have not one but TWO guys vying for her attention. Not only that, they are both older then her and at least one is extremely fucking hot. I know she's really happy and I am happy that she's happy but it doesn't make me feel any better. I know it's supid for me to envy her, but I do so it's shit. Perhaps it's just because of Reid and the whole fact that I have trouble getting one guy's attention, let alone two. I get like this far too often. It's just that EVERYONE seems to have the luck. It's like I'm the ugly girl that hangs out with all the popular chicks. Did you ever realise that there's always an ugly one? Anyway. It may just be my low self esteem, or the crushing depression, or the recent break up, or the revelation that I am not immune to love, but I am very very VERY envious and I don't like it.

I think I should end this one big whiney rant here. Before I get too caught up in it all.