Happy fucking Halloween.

God. Today was rather crap.

Makala is still trying to be me.

Ash and Emily hate me because of shit that Monique has been saying.

It was too hot.

I feel like a loner again.



Jack says Emily is "Sick of me trying to be lesbian with her" WHICH IS FUCKING BULLSHIT!! I CAN HAVE FRIENDS, YOU KNOW! I DON'T HAVE TO LOVE EVERYONE I FUCKING SEE!! Besides, Emily isn't even pretty or anything, and she can be rather annoying. AND DAMNIT SHE'S HIGH MAINTAINANCE!!
Losing Emily, I can handle, but the fact that she went and turned ASh against me too is just low. I came this fucking far and thought everything would be fucking ok and there Monique goes and fucks it all up for me. I hope I gave her a guilt trip. She was trying to gossip with me and I said "Look, I don't care about the rumours I just wish whoever said it would own up or something." "Why?" "Because I've come this far and I finally thought that I had real friends who gave a crap and someone's gone and fucked it up for me." Or something like that. I hope she dies. I hate Monique.

A rather nice part of today was hanging out with Harrison again. I felt him up (naturally) and DAMNIT the boy has got abs!! I swear it, if I were him I'd be walking around with my top off every day!!

Also Mitch has been rather cool. He has tickets to the muse concert. I am ever so jealous.





Everyone went out trick or treating tonight. It seems everyone has friends except me. How joyous.




Much love
Louie