Babysitting

My parents have gone away for the night. Although this is now the morning so i suppose they have gone away until lunch time...
Anyway, I'm babysitting the kids. Jay's in the shower. Which is a very nice thought.

I am watching an episode of the Simpsons that I haven't seen before. How weird is that?! I thought that was something impossible.

I don't know what I want to write. I just thought that I would write here. I suppose I just wanted to write anything.

I don't know what's wrong with me at the moment. I keep acting weird. Jay says it doesn't piss anyone off. It pisses me off a lot. My own mind annoys me! There's nothing I can do to get away from it. This is horrible! I don't know how I am supposed to deal with this. I can't remember how I did this before. I managed to deal with this before. I'm still alive. I haven't been like this for over a year. Jay stopped this happening. What happened to me? What changed? So many questions that no one can answer. This is shit. Utter shit.

I have no idea what I am doing here. God damn this impossible life!
Except Jay.
In the shower.
Yay!

Bored bored bored.
New Simpsons that isn't one I've seen before. It's pretty funny, actually.

I've run out of things to say.