Conjunctivitus

Yep. That's right. I have the dreaded conjunctivitus. It's awesome.
Not really. That was sarcasm. It sucks. i can barely look at anything it hurts so damn much. When I get conjunctivitus I get it bad. It sucks.

Jay is at Dougie's again. I wish he wasn't. I want him to spend all his time with me. I don't know. I'm going insane and I really need him, but I don't know if he understands. I don't know if anyone understands. I can't explain exactly what's happening to me, but it's not normal. My mind is going. It's not right. I don't know how to explain it. My mind has just started going nuts. It's telling me things that aren't true. It's making me see things. I don't know what's real and what's not anymore. I don't know if you can realise when you're going insane, but I think I am. I don't know what to do about this, either. I honestly don't know what's going on with me at the moment. I just wish I was normal.