Poems.

I just thought I'd post a few of my poems up here. You can get a fill taste of them at http://i-want-your-skull.deviantart.com

One Day

One day I will fly.
My wings have not grown yet,
but they will.

One day I will smile.
It may not be pretty,
but it will be mine.

One day I will love.
My heart will be open,
but theirs will be too.

One day I will cry.
It will not cure my saddness,
but it will help.

One day I will laugh.
The sound will be rough,
but my mind will be clear.

One day I will see.
It will scare me,
but it must happen.

One day I will live.
Happy, free and magical,
but always haunted.



Body Battle

My body is the battle
My mind is the war.
My soul is a horror
you have never seen before.



That's all I can be bothered with, really. I'm way too lazy to do anything too important and interesting.

So here I am. On my blog. Being a douche and depressing the nation.

I came close to cutting today. I'm glad I didn't, but at the same time I am sad because I want to feel that feeling again. I'm just being stupid, I know. I hate myself.



I am bored and sad and crazy. I hate this. I hate everything.

















I can't believe I am turning into this person again. Why can't I be normal? I want to be happy when I'm with my friends. I want to be able to eat without feeling guilty. I want to be able to go one day without thinking about cutting. I want ot go one week without thinking about suicide. I want to be able to go a day without Jay and not feel hollow.















Bade sucks.